Hey people, MONDAY, it was a very fun day!!! You can hardly imagine this. For someone as busy as ever, which is me, could actually go over to Senates!! Well, though it was not really to enjoy, but i have fun shooting the sea with rushing waves. Of course, i could not have been there like alone right? so, Richard went with me, along was Yishen and Patrick. We shot only a while yet being tired out by the test in the morning, NO ONE wanted to take anymore photos. Thus we started playing with mobile phones' light to create different kind of pattern. it was interesting! then off we went to Yoshinoya, to have like meal though we have eaten way before. MAN!! i am going to put on alot of weight !!
Today started very sleepily.. like Richard have to call me like, 30 times on his house phone, then 6 times using his handphone.. and please note that they were just missed calls. He actually had to call me even when he is bathing in his toilet. Poor thing, but not really much choice because, he have a piggy darling, ( that was his usual complain) [ who ask him to choose me? ] i will usually say, [ well, this is me, take it or leave it] sounds like i have an attitude problem? not so.. ;)
i have alot of interesting classmates, let me introduce some to you,

this is IDA, she is a fun and talented girl, her makeup skill will just make you want to "wow!" and never feel like booing her.

My class is just cranky.. IDA!! Saya cinta kamu!! hahaz.. BUT as friend lahz.. because Saya Cinta Richard even more!! =)

I am so upset!! The weather is like really bad, i dont know what actually is wrong, but i have been sick for 2 days already. Quite sad right? Not getting enough sleep is already something i havent been complaining because i find it no point, but now, feel like vomiting, fever and unwellness???
Never mind, i am strong, with Christ! i am going to be okay!
Okay, Tuesday, while i was digitising the tapes my group have been shooting recently, my mother called with enthusiasm on the phone asking me whether i am off school already, my answer was like, nope, and politely, i asked her why. She was like a little child, commenting the indonesian food near her office is awesome and she feel like eating, asking whether do i want to eat. Being still unwell and feeling stomach rolling up and down, i sort of said, dont think so, stomach not feeling too good. I sense her worry and disappointment, she propose we could have it another day and she hung the phone. I feel really bad, thus i called her saying, " you want to eat the indonesian food is it? " she replied, "yes! you want?" Hearing this, i had no heart to reject, i say, " okay loh, let's go and eat then." she was excited, just like a little girl being granted to eat mcdonald. Well, i am a fillial girl, dont you agree? =)
The food was not disappointing at all, the price, VERY EXPENSIVE!! and yet my mother was like, "wow, it is quite okay, only eighty plus. " provided 15% discount is included, it dont seems okay to me at all. However, i can see my mother's real intention was not anything about the money, but it was the time we as a family going out and having a nice dinner, spending some quality time together.
I am suppose to subsitute Thomas tomorrow because he is not free tomorrow for the shoot, provided i am suppose to wake up at 5.30am. I am not still currently awake at 3.11 am, what GREAT news is this?? I tried covering myself with my blanket and physco myself to sleep, but the urge of vomiting overwhelmed everything else, and guess what? i ran into the toilet and nothing came out. =( disappointing man.
Well, my dad says whenever i am not feeling well, my face writes it all out. Like today (Tuesday), i felt unwell and told Mr Boi that i want to leave earlier, he did not ask anything much and just said okay. Like, it is so easy, he just said okay. Amazing lecturer i have ya?

I WANT TO BE WELL!! I DONT CARE!!

=)

~sWeEt RoMaNcE~

I have receiving my scholarship cheque le, it is $1,200 !! on top, my mother has just told me that i am allowed to use the $200, and save the remaining $1 thousand!
Well it is good enough for me already, at least she did not say only allow me to spend $20 right?
Yesterday i watched Stomp the Yard once more, but this time was in class, it has a story within the story, apart from all the dancing, it was how a person truly understand that when you are in a team, it will no longer be just about you, yourself, but the entire group of people. The love to finish what the late brother want to complete ( which was going to college) despite it was one thing he did not think he could ever make it, he done it. I nearly tear once more, however at that part, i turn to Fu er, and she was like making me laugh, tears naturaly roll back by themselves. Okay i am going to make a decision, if i ever want to have a good cry of a touching film, i am not going to sit with Fu er already. =) But if comedy, by all means, Fu Er, you can sit with me. =)
A thing that is good about my course is that, we are able to get in touch with all kinds of film, watching films are part of our module too, not only watching them but also evaluate the style of how they are shooting, the colors, the settings, camera angles too.
Some of us have big dreams to realise now,like some people want to be a animator, a editor, a producer, a singer, actor and etc.
One thing we are sure, if we really want to obtain those things, we need a lot of discipline to really study, get good grades, surpass all the rest, get into poly and then we are another step closer to our goal. Dont you agree?

Well, today is a special day! it is Kenrus and Nicole's Birthday, yes, their birthday is on the same day. Such a coincidence!
Today is also my 2 month anniversary with Richard! =) I thank God for him, because, when i am not feeling well, he would take care of me, when i am stress, he uses humor to make me smile, when i have mood swings, he understands me, instead of fighting or quarrelling, he would usually choose to hold onto me until i feel much better.
Thank you Chard!! i love calling you that when we are outside. But you are my dar, with God's blessing and Dorcas's, we can go really far, i am believing it, i know you too!
i simply <3 you! =)

However, my ultimate lover is not you, because NO ONE can surpass any love that i have for GOD!
other than Him, you are my most beloved! =)

I am really really blessed! i have uncountable blessings to thank God for!
1. I'm going as media team to hongkong, for my school's student seminar at HongKong. Provided i am only required to pay $150 only!
2. I'm been given a new MAC BOOK with webcam!! it is like so HIGH!! It costs like over $2K!
3. I will be rewarded a scholarship this Friday, 18 MAY 2007, at serangoon CC, although unsure of how much the amount will be, but it is still a great blessing!
God! without You, i will never even think about receiving so much!

The day i fell, You used not one, but both hands and helped me up. Telling me that, no matter what bad things i have done, and how the world has influence me, You dont care, just because i am Your beloved daughter, that is why you forgave me.

I am so touched by you! Thank you Lord once again! =)

Love is a choice, NOT a feeling!! i totally agree.. if everything that we do are based on feeling, what a chaotic world it might become.. We choose to love our parents is the motivation to lead us on everyday, to stay and care for them..
Today i was at the bus stop waiting for bus to go out, i saw a few kids with their mother waiting there too, to go out and have fun maybe? there was not just one nor two, there were about three to four families.. it brought back my little memories, of my sister, my mother and me would use to dress up nicely even just for a trip to the market, my mother would have no problem to coaxed us to get changed, dressed up to go out. we were always being given the freedom to choice our clothes. she will just say, " girl, go and take the nice, nice t-shirt you like to wear. girl you want to wear shoes? the stocking very nice, you want to wear? the hat very cute, just bring along. where is your favorite sunglasses?? keep it nicely okay?" and yeah, my mother really does that, and during special occasions like Chinese new year, we will never miss out putting on make up, using my mother's lipstick, the big and red ones. I remember how silly i will be, like not wanting to close my mouth, i just scared that i will wet it, and it will be gone in no time. at that time i was also thinking, there is no way i am going to allow them to get close to my teeth, most certainly not my stomach please.
after all the preparation, we will then leave the house with sweets in our little bags and pockets, combs are not being left out! (it is not really that surprising, but we are quite vain even we were so so young) even if we really forgotten the comb, mummy will take out hers and start combing and letting us comb our hair. well.. my mommy wants us to go out looking good.
we seem to know car ride can make us really bored, and at that age, we will have afternoon naps and we were not needed to think as much as now, so sleeping in the car were not as exciting as now. yeah. anyway, we would either bring "old maid, snap .. etc" sometime daddy and mommy dont really want us to bring out, then it will be reversi, little portables and gameboy, but the super old that only have the car game and tetris, if none of these above, we will play with " chopstick. popeye the sailorman, vampire" Well, isnt childhood the best time to play around, really just playing fun? although we were not allowed to play at the playground downstair at my old house, but we had our own entertainment, such as playing our own "photo shoot", like tearing up alot of rough papers and throw them towards the fan to creat snowing effect, wearing our socks and gliding here and there, while the maid was scrubbing the kitchen floor, just wearing my shirt and gliding some more, taking out the tortises to let them have a "race" (they were so lazy, so the race was how long can they stay put) skipping with our skipping ropes and like try doing patterns with it for two purposes, one is to grow taller and the other is to kill time maybe? playing neighbour's rabbit, all kinds of things, and oh, oh, putting pepsi into our cups and placing them to make them into " pepsi ice" it is really good!
they are really fun and memorable experience! pear jie, if you read this, dont you agree? =)
As now time flies, we have grown up, mommy is starting to complain we are not spending too much time with her. especially me, it is because when i have proects, assignments and production in hand, i can bearly reach home by 8pm, let alone 7+pm, so sometime i could be like a whole week not eating at home, poor thing mommy, i love you, sorry ya? i will try to. the problem is, this kind of thing is beyond my control, but when i can, i will eat at home together with you ya? *muacks~* mommy, i have never told you how much i really love you, but i love you lots and lots and lots =)
okay, i think i shall end here =)
byebye