hello... now still in the morning.. 6.34am.. havent go school yet.. so decided to send in a blog entry first.. hmm... tummy really hurting now lohz.. guess i ate something wrong from yesterday..
let me see... on last saturday it was 25.03.2006.. which was also the very day that i have gotten attach with him.. because of that.. early in the morning i received his call... he was sweet yet a bit shy shy lidat.. he ask me saying," so you know what is the occasion today?" then i was like... yeah.. i know.. is our 1 month.. hahaz...
then i headed on for service after a while rest.. brought my guitar along.. because i was suppose to have my guitar lesson...but in the end it was being cancelled off.. but i'll be having it today... Brendan help me take my guitar while we were on our way there, so it wasnt that bad... thank you so much wor brendan... anyway.. when i was on my way to the foodcourt to expo, walking with brendan, i saw pui man ah jie backview.. so i shouted out her name.. but i didnt know this shocked both brendan and pui man jie.. they were like..," lidat also can know is her ar?" then i was like.. ya.. so easy... hahaz...very common thing mahz.. hahaz...
then i had bs with sister dorcas first then went for service.. it was a great message... of making the right decision to be a line -crosser.. afterward.. we went fellowshiping.. but something happened made me kinda pissed off then.. but i okay liaoz.. hahz... then i went over to find Sister Dorcas at foyer 3 , mel was there because she was talking to melissa before that.. finally i told her about him de things le.. she say she dont against but she is worry for how i am doing my studies , emotionally and spiritually...i say.. studies okay lah.. spiritually improving.. emotionally still working on it... she says that she know i have improve a bit emotionally.. but she want me to be well in my emotions too.. still must jia you.. i told her that.. i can focus on my studies now.. because, no matter what.. he is still not beside me now.. and i have lynette in school to push me on as i do the same to her..hahaz,, then after that.. she told me that actually she knew one month ago.. but she was just wondering why i never go and tell her.. i told her,"because i find you scary??" then she say," or is it because you have that fear in your heart.." i said maybe ba.. had a bad experience.. then she told me that.. that is also why she keep preaching about we have to really trust every single person... true too la.. i can tell the rest, why cant i telll her?? so yup.. i'm just glad that i did what i did..

okay la.. need to go school le.. bye..


missing him and puii jie... hahaz...

okay.. started to play MIA because.. nothing much to post.. okay.. last friday.. i went out with pui man ah jie..( finally!!! after such a long long time..)enjoyed it.. met her at 1+.. i think.. then she very nua cuz havent mum mum yet.. she was suppose to fast you see.. but she danced for the audition thingy with empty stomach so she just became extreme nua.. kan le wo jiu hao xin tong.. so i exchanged roles with her for a second.. by forcing her to go eat like what she usually do to me.. so ya.. but because she was suppose to fast.. i cant force that much also as it is still her choice.. so i told her to make her decision.. she ended up really nua and decided to go mum mum... we went MOS burger but she say she dont have cash.. and she wanna bring me go SWENSON eat.. i was like.. NO!!! hehex.. so i found out from Brendan where the posb draw out money de machine / short term, ATM machine at where then i pulled her there.. end up we the go Long John Silver... i just drank Sprite while i ordered food for her.. we ended up staying at there for at least one to two hours lohz.. hahaz... long time man... but was fun.. then we went bugis street to search for ring.. cuz i knows she interested mahz.. then we ended up buying a cross de ring.. hahaz... very nice de wor.. and counted cheap because the pricing was $4 each.. i paid for her's but then... she paid for the neos.. zhen de na ta mei you ban fa.. hahaz...after that i set off toparkway parade le.. she waited for my train at my platform before going to her's and waited for my train with me.. hahaz... then when my train arrived... iwas literally being pushed up to the cap.. it was a funny sight.. ahahz... but Jie.. i really enjoyed it alot worx.. thank you...

on Sat, i then met with Jessica jie.. yup.. we ate deli france... then shopped a very short while then went to take neos again.. hahaz.. her's were shorter as i didnt have enough time.. sorry jie.. hehex.. i will amend it again de k?? heehx...

Sunday, i had spelling bee... hahaz.. dont think i get into the next round.. it was quite predictable de lohz..hehex..but i thank God.. or else i will be balding by now.. hahaz..so stressful.. hehex.. okay.. saw Jeff.. and nope.. his attitude still the same from the past... sux.. hahaz..oops.. pui man ah jie and i both feels that he gain weight le.. hahaz.. sad man.. hahaz..anyway.. after everything cuz i need to wait for my sister to go home, i went to sisca's house.. Aunty Elizabeth still treat me as well as before.. and i finally meet the two haryanto brothers again le.. after so long.. hahaz... i left their house only by 9+.. hahaz.. sorry for the imposing worx.. my dear sisca.. heheex...

Monday, he called my prepaid line and chat.. we chat until i was left with 1 cent in my balance.. but thank God i still have another line one to use.. hehex... he says he will be buying a phone forr me.. he will try to find couple phone over there or else he'llbuy me the phone that he will be using by the time he gets back.... sweet.. hehex...

okay... i neeed to go now.. or else i dont know how to get up tomorrow in the morning.. yup.. so nitez nitez

okay.. today, i just simply nua at home.. hoping that i could sleep until late late then wake up.. but i failed... i was targeting to wake up earliest at 11.. but i woke up by ten... early by an hour.. i sian diao can?? then i couldnt sleep back le.. haiz...so sad.. then i go wash face then brush teeth then go online le... hehex..i online.. first thing i notice was that he was also online.. hahaz.. i ws shocked... then i found out that he every wednesday all have no school de.. chey.. hehex...

but o well.. we chat for like a while.. 1-2 hours..then he went offline... hehe.. meanwhile.. i explored pui man ah jie de blog.. and yes finally.. i saw my name at her blog for the second time.. hahaz... okay then i saw the word ah gal for the third time.. which was also refering to me.. hehex...

mummy aka jie aka ah ma aka evrthing(pui man) take care of yourself can??? if you never recover how to take care of me?? you have the huge responsibility remember? hehex.. so must jian kang then can take care of me mahz..especially i haven been sleeping nehz
must take care of me...

another 9months and 5 days... hehex...

still keep on counting..


now only 11.38pm.. dont think will be sleeping so early.. haha

past two days, i havent ben blogging.. on friday, i went to meet ah jie for lunch.. and yup she treated me.. at first she nearly want to bring me to eat hans, subway and stuff de.. but thank God for the crowd and stuff so ended up that we went to foodcourt.. we ended up eating a cute jap foodstall.. when jie went to buy the food.. mel called.. so i talked to er for a short while.. when jie return with the food.. she she started first...when i hung the phone.. she ten ask me to aste my food to tell her whether it was nice.. as her's wasnt.. haha... it turned out that mine wasnt nice either.. so thus i decided to "blacklist" tis particular stall.. hehex.. and the food are not only not nice, they are also not that cheap.. $5.90 for a plate of not nice de food is counted as not worth it and ex can?? imagine paying $11.80 for two not delicious de food.. so waste money.. haiz.. hahaz.. but i still appreciate jie for buying me lunch and spending some quality time with me(finally after so loong) hehex..

then i went for cg.. i manifested. i coughed out the smelly demons.. muahaha... actually it was Eeeeeeeee.. hahaz... but i feel so much more relief and free after that.. so it is not a bad thing after all.. hehex.. next thing i know.. i went home and fell flat on my bed to set off to wonderland.. nice.. hehex.. was totally wore out... hehex..

next on sat.. i woke up at 8.. prepared myself until 9.30am then i left my house to meet lynette..to accompany her to her cousin's funfair thing.. i look more and more like a big panda le.. but just cant help it.. hehe... so hai shi suan le ba.. hehex... then we took cab along with GraceQ to tampines? or somthing like hat.. to meet supposely the rest.. but ended up only Sister dorcas and mel turned up.. we went Long John Silver... ishared a combo meal with lynette.. was filling.. then she made two badges then the wole of us went to take neoprints. really enjoyable.. haha.. she then followed us to Expo.. she have to reach home before 6pm so she couldnt make it for service.. but she have agreed to come again next week.. hehe... so still not so bad hahaz... i can see she have enjoyed herself.. which is a good thing.. hehex.. brendan walked er out and everything when she had to leave.. hehez.. then i waited for service to start lohz.. something happened in between but i dont really wanna mention it though.. anyway the thing have been resolved so why say?? hhex

after the service, we went to changi.. where Algyn treated us ramen at Ajisen... felt so bad cuz it is so so so expensive.. haiz... but thank you algyn.. for the blessing.. i feel so bad.. because currently he is not working.. haiz.. but i believe he will get back his reward in a hundred fold or more de.. amen!!


after that when i reached home i chatted with him, brendan and grace quek a while before i report back to wonderland.. hehe...

on sunday.. i woke up did the daily stuff then wnt out to eat brrunch with my grandfather.. in the afternoon i chatteed with him for a while ten went to eat dinner at my grandfather's house and headed home again.. i chatted with jie on the phone.. so happy!! hehex.. because we rarely do.. most of the time we just sms each other.. yup.. that's us..and now.. i am again online , he time now is 2.15am.. and i havent retire into bed yet.. hehex.. chatting with him and doing nth much. hahaz,,..





still very hyper worx...





9months an 7 days more..











missing jie and him.. hehex...

i went to see the doctor yesterday.. because, yes i need the mc.. hahaz... but guess what?? before that my nose bled twice.. ( nope.. no one bish me..) dont know why like that also .. then la du zi for a while, few days ago... whole body aching.. then i told the doctor all these symptoms.. then he say i kena viral fever.. the funny thing is when he measured my temperature, i have no fever lohz.. if i remember correctly is 36.4... so i really blur liaoz...

so people you all also cannot say i lazy le.. because, in fact i was really sick lohz.. and the doctor actually commented that i cannot go for the camp if not i will be even more sick lohz.. muahahaz... but again it is not a good experience can? last night i have problem of even falling asleep as i keep having the feeling of vomiting.. yucks!!!

then i msged da grace and pui man ah jie about it.. to pray for me for me to at least get some sleep.. hahaz... then this morning, i received msg from Kenrus,Mel,Lexx,Sister dorcas and ah jie all asking me the the same question.. of whther was i feeling better.. so end up i just resend the same message to them all.. hahaz... sorry lahz.. i can get lazy sometimes de mahz..

so what happen now is that i am blogging, msg ah jie and just sitting in front of the computer and slacking.. hehex...


*9 mths and 11 days more.. hehex...*



~missing him, jie and everyone..~

okay... today i naughty can? never go school.. because have camp and i really dont wish to go lohz..and okay i admit also because lynette never go can? hehex... i dont wanna go there and be a loner lohz.. hehex...so.. yup... i never go.. ah jie sick le.. haiz.. must really recover worx...!!! hehe... then again.. i feel ill.. not feeling we le.. hahaz.. sad..

OM called.. i dont care lahz.. hehex... another 9 months and 12 days!!! hope time will pass faster..


i enjoyed yesterday's prayer meeting!!! it was great!!! wonderful!!! and marvellous!!! i am growning spiritually better than in the past!!! ah jie you can fang xin le.. hehex...

today.. miraculously and finally, pui man jie never suan me.. and yup i bitten her.. hehe... then was like.. okay.. fine.. you lidat also happy ar? yup... cuz i very long never interact with you le... because you are always so busy with your stuff.. then nowadays you working so i after school also cannot meet like the way last year we usually do.. so miss you lots.. and left you a bite.. to remind you to not forget about me, your ah gal.. hehez...

my cellgroup leader, sister Dorcas signed me up for the spelling bee competition.. i almost fainted when i flipped through.. so hard lohz.. need prayers , courage and more FAITH!! hehex...haiz.. will try my best de.. i was so touch by him.. he gave me reassurance that the relationship will work out no matter what de.. okay.. i mean i do have faith la.. just myself.. hehex...

i saw jeff yesterday.. okay.. my feeling was,"oh no!! he joining spelling bee also.. but i dont care, i wanna beat him.. hehex.. " sometimes we just need to have this kind of "right" attitude right?

i was happy as well.. because i could feel that God is once again more closer to me, and i am rising to another unknown level.. hehez... i cried for awhile during worship.. hehex..and not forgetting the drama... hahaz... yup.. it is like so touching k? and it is based on a true, real-life story lohz.. i really felt the very love of God.. it really makes me want to cherish all the people in my life, and strive to win souls using Jesus's way..
i want to cherish pui man jie, jess jie, my own jie, every single person in N161, mummy and daddy, uncles and auntie, lynette, friends in school and him more...the most important is God!!!! He is the one who created me, set me on solid ground showing me the love i can never get from anybody except He Himself!! Jesus not only never despise us even when we were sinners in the past.. He blessed us and even died on the cross for us... i now love God and Jesus even more than ever..


I LOVE YOU ABBA FATHER!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NASIA!! i miss jie and him once more.. hehex..

okay.. so yesterday i didn't have any update.. it is because after school, i had mother tongue oral.. then i went straight down to parkway parade to meet Lexx, Grace Quek and Algyn.. we took cab to his place and then slack there for a moment... about 5 then thee brothes, Brendan,Lexx and Algyn himself went to swim and the sisters , Mel, Grace and me went to play billards/pool.. the playing time was fun.. and we who were in the room was the nosiest ever lohz.. haha... all of us don't seem to bother to maintain our imaage.. hahaz... but who cares? only the three of us in there so it is a good time to let our hairs down.. kekex..
Then when the three of us were already super hyper.. the brothers joined us too... they didn't bring down their clothes to change so they just simply use a tower to wrap over only.. haha..mel labelled them as brothers in skirts.. we even took their picture.. hahaz..okay.. fine.. we are a bit evil can?? kekex...then we continued playing lohz..after a short time.. the guys went up to wash up and changed into their clothings..
then we had cellgroup for an hour.. i enjoyed the presence of God yesterday alot..*personally* but i couldnt feel the same presence in the cellgroup itself.. i dont know why like that also.. hope it can improve during the next cellgroup meeting... N161..Jia you!!
oh ya.. testimonial time.. my previous test for chinese.. i scored 78... this time round i scored 80!! even though not that much of improvement but i am still very thankful to God le.. and for my chinese oral, i think i impressed the teacher lohz.. i read the passage half-way then the teacher ask me which country am i from... then i say that i'm a singaporean.. then she was like, wow.. i like you pronounciation and tone.. next when it was the conversation part.. the teacher then say.. wow.. your thinking very mature then i was like.. thank you.. hahaz.. so shuang..
have great hope for the oral le.. haha... chinese i'm going to beat you down.. hahaz










okay enough of the crapping le..






byebye



*missing him and jie and TODAY IS IGNASIA'S BIRTHDAY.. missing all in total.* hehex..

today was good/ great.. only yup as anyone who all could have been able to guess.. Pui man jie suan me again.. hahaz... but it is okay.. because i have a feeling the day i can suan you back even "nicer" is approaching soon already worx..
another 9 months and 18 days to await his return.. hahaz..hope time would really fly faster than i could expect.. hahaz...everytime, people like saying the time flies off very fast just as quick as a wink of eyes.. *wink..wink..wink* but y i wink so many times i still dont feel that it that fast lehz? *ponder..ponder...*
however, i am willing to wait.. just talked to Shaun awhile.. he told me that long distance relationship are hard to maintain.. but i have faith.. if we are meant to be, we'll be.. hahaz... so i become more relax le.. hehex...

today he was cute.. he sms me yet say i shouldn't be reading that sms.. i like burst out into laughter lohz.. hahaz.. sweet guy..





must emphasis... jie i dont care.. i wanna spend ALL AND I MEAN ALL the special occasions and holidays with ya.. whether you like it or not.. bleahx xp hahaz... *muacks* i miss him and everyone alot.. hehex

today as usual.. kena suan by pui man jie.. okay.. i admit, today i missed him a bit more... but there is really nothing i can do about mahz.. i waiting for his broadband to be repaired so to be4 able to chat with him online than smsing.. firstly it is very expensive, requires alot of $$.. secondly.. not worth it cuz have alot of things are actually more unable to express through sms.. than msn .. hahaz..
Couples, lovers, admirers of others out there.. long distance relationship are actually not that exciting.. because when you miss the person, you wont be able to meet him/her as it is as if you are at one end and he/she is at the other end.. more like torturing.. but it is also a test to see whether you are willing to commit ever-more
yup.. today in school was fun.. because my teacher never come.. she'll be on MC( medicational certificate) for 3 days.. hahaz... will have english period as free periods.. hahaz.. hmmm.thanks for all your prayers lehz, kenrus.. i recently in class really no more persecution.. instead, i have really the favor of man lohz.. my classmate never say me anymore, my teachers have good impression of me, even when my black dye already faded.. yet they never seems to catch me , i was like, standing right under the direct sunlight lohz.. hahaz.. blessed man..
and i have no more problem of waking up during weekdays already... only will sleep till a bit later during weekends.. muahahaz...
yes, i know i'm a good girl.. muahahaz... on Sat is nasia's birthday!!! thinking what i cando for her.. hahaz...
okay, i once again di it, by crapping alot.. oh ya.. i have a feeling my prayer meeting group can really begin latest by next week..

please people( or rather pui man) please keep my school in prayer for me can? to have the boldness and everything, i dont wish to cry in fear infront of the rest.. hahaz...*muacks*


thank you and miss ya

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