HELLO!!! I AM BACK!! Any kind souls actually missed me?? hahaz.. yup.. it seems like it have been ages since i actually blogged.. hahaz.. which is actually true too.. my last post was on 20th July.. now is.. 14 AUGUST!! haha.. wow!! that is sure quite long.. hahaz.. oh well.. recently.. i have been "persecuted" in class.. but THANK GOD for the strength.. that last me till this day that i am still kicking alive.. hahaz..hmm.. there are just ups and downs that we have to go through in life.. hmm... maybe it is something i can go through and gain advantage at the end of it maybe?? hahaz..

there are good things which happened in my life too.. hahaz.. like.. i celebrated Jiejin's 21st birthday.. celebrated GraceQ's birthday.. celebrated sister Dorcas's birthday as well.. my cellgroup is a sweet cellgroup!! no one can deny it.. sometimes when we faces trouble.. look around us.. the people around us who really cares truly stands out!! hahaz.. make you feel so thankful and everything.. yes, i sometimes cry myself to sleep.. but nowadays.. it is only when i feel very hurt.. but i do confide in my friends.. hahaz... so not that bad.. hmm.. but to think about.. i have more happy moments than sad ones recently.. so ya.. i am very blessed still..

Well.. i think what i have to focus now is studying and getting good grades ba.. i seriously have no heart to care of what people wish to say anymore.. i will just try to learn my mistakes and start letting things go.. those which i do not need to hold on to.. it is simply so so simple.. sometimes when we are troubled.. we always focus on our hurts too much.. and then we slowly loses the happiness within us.. I WANNA CHANGE!!

God.. this is a little prayer from me..
Dear God.. i thank You for all that you have done for me.. You are my first love.. the one i never will nor want to forget.. God i need your strength to carry on.. i want to be more of You and less of me.. change this heart of mine.. let be towards You.. Thank You God for all the wonderful people that You have placed in my life.. Thank you so so much..