i have been greatly blessed!! i went to join in for the congregation choir singing for Pastor Benny Hinn. The feeling is beyond words to be able to describe. I served for all 3 nights, and i never regret a single bit. The presence was strong, the anointing that the choir members keep getting, holy laughter, cries, applause, can you imagine and picture how awesome everything was?
It was just simply fabulous! the excitement still cant be like stop, in my little heart, blood vessels and everything! it is just like, the adrenaline just keeps on rushing up. the sights for these 3 nights really moved me to tears, there isn't a night when i will not cry. It is just amazing to see how people have so much faith and desire. of wanting to get healed and really believe in God's power.
A CHEAP trip to Israel? bring it on man!! come on! come on! =) hope it will come to pass!! i really want to go!! =)
For the Lord, He is God
For the Lord, He is God
And He shall live Forevermore!!

Just randomly have this little thought.
Jesus, do you like a girl just like me. Being someone who can be quite mischievous at times. Done all the bad things, like smoking, drinking, playing pranks, bad-mouthing people that i really hate. Judge people personally sometimes. A girl who once depised herself so much that ended up cutting her self and always blaming people.so that i feel like the wholoe owes me a living..
However, You were able to change me. Although i might not really perfect now in You, i am still trying my very best. You showed me that the world dont owe me a living, and that we are suppose to bring Your gospel and glory into this world. My background is being known by rarely alot of people, but everytime people knows them, it has never failed to shock them.. The change You made in my life is so tremendous, it could never have been able to express in words, nor actions.It is jsut purely a miracle. although times i might be rebellion, but NEVER ONCE You will reject me , not only that, You always embrace me back into Your warm arms, telling me how much You love me. Making me feel like a little baby, being cradled in Your arms, warming my heart and letting me know that You care, Thank you!! =)

hmm.. Easter week is over.. so are the 5 services. hahaz.. i went for all three days... but i only went in for 2 services. The First time and the Second time are all leaving me a huge impact and a deep impression. Although it was the second time i watched it today, i cried even more badly than the first time i watched it. It really sets me thinking, Jesus when you were doing miracles, healing sick, casting out demons and all other kind of good things, the people simply adore you.
However when you were being betrayed by Judas, the people wanted you to be crucified, shouting to kill you, and nail you to the cross. Your heart must had been painful, but because of Your Great Love for men, you still went up the cross, suffered the painful nailing, the flesh-tearing whipping on the way, carrying the cross and was even being mocked at not only for those who adore You, but also those who have turn their backs away from you, those who had doubts about You.
Your love is so great, i always thought i had been really nice and good to people. but everytime during Easter, i never fail to question what i am doing is it enough compared to Your great love. all these You have done for us, was not for any other benefits. a moment like this is worthy to be cherished, remember, and to hold it in our hearts deeply. That no matter how sometimes we feel that things are all rushing in ur way, attacking us, wanting to destroy us, no matter how big the problem might seem to be, there is no greater thing that the love and sactifice that God and Jesus have done and given to us.

hahahaz.. i have a scald and having blister de right hand.. by what? hahaz... MY FAVORITE STALL'S SPICY TOFU AND FISH BALL.. hahz.. not going to blame on anyone.. because the auntie was nice.. just got to blame my glutton mouth.. hahahaz.. as i asked for more soup then too greedy then the soup spilled on my poor little hand.. But never mind, mouth, i still will love you and use you to eat things de.. hahahahahaz... okay.. i am high. hahaz.. well although the earlier part of the day was bad, the later ones came and overturn the sad mood to really happy mood!! =) and oh oh... PUI MAN JIE, I REALLY HAVE TAKE CARE OF MYSELF LOHZ.. =( hahaz.. Though my fav is still people taking care of me.. hehez..

okay. down to earth now..

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today i went for the service.. TREMENDOUSLY well done!! * a round of applause for the drama team!!* i simply love the work of the make-up artist.. he/she made the devil really looked realistic and evil.. *applause!* i love the concept and the creative yet touching idea which they manage to bring forth to me.. i teared.. or rather really cried, i felt the pain of the suffering, it was as if, me being the one whipped,slashed. so heavy and so painful. i love the music, it brought my emotion along with it.. i can never stop describing how it awes me so much. I saw the guy who made me suffer for four years of my secondary school life, i never approach him. but i do sincerely hope the show touched him, and not him mocking and teasing about everything he sees today. God, you are my provider ya? and Your joy IS my strength. tomorrow i am going to have my first ever blood donation!! here i come MISSY!! please don't let me feel pain, i don't want to cry there.. it will be such embarrassing sight. i had fun playing concentration with MEL!! =) it was good!! M,J,R hahz.. today i was so forgetful until i left my money on the table and left house with a wallet which only consist my OM card and NRIC. hahaz.. blur me. but have no fear, cuz COUPON is here. the coupon enabled me to get food, drinks and have fun. cool right? =) awesome!

the bottomline, I AM SO HAPPY JESUS RESURRECTED!! although there are temptation we think that they are too great to be handled, howver once i remember how He had to suffer and die on the cross for us, my heart started to melt, with such great love, i can never bear to leave Him.

Just like how the Korean mother were willing to stripe herself including her undergarments in such a cold winter, just in order to save her baby boy, to survive and grow, she was being frozen to death, but i know, when she made the decision she will never regret, because the love a mother has for her own child, is greater any other obstacles in life. All of us will become a parent one day, have we ever ask ourselves that if we are stuck in such a situation, will we be like the mother who sacrifice her ownlife for the life of her child, or will we just abandon the baby and run for our own life only. yes, many people will say that they will do what the mother did, but who knows, when the day finally comes, will we still do what we said out so easily?

worth a thought ya? =)

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-tea was here-

True enough like what Rev. Mark Connell has mentioned.. we need to identify our style.. He talked about 5 different kind of style/ ways to connect to God.
1. Contemplative style..
-people who like nice, peaceful/ quiet environment.. ( Solitude environment)
2. Intellectual style
-people who like to study the bible, enjoys when their mind being stretch and really go into deep thoughts.
3.Serving style
-People who are able to feel the presence of God the strongest when they are serving people with their gifts and abilities.
4.Relational style
-People who are more comfortable when they are with others. Their favorite quote would be, "when twos and threes are gathered together......"
5. Charismatic style.
-People who really needs to see and feel to believe.

well, well.. my top 2 are actually Serving and Relational style... hahaz... dont ask me why.. just feel that it is like that.. for a great purpose i guess.. hahz..

i am actually quite tired recently.. productions, projects are coming to me in a WAVE! hahaz.. stress and phsically drain i may be but when i actually give some deep thoughts to it, it is actually being my platform to my future.. meeting different kinds of people, some are temperamental, some are emotionally quite low, some have BIG heart some have heart that cant even seems to be able to squeeze in a five cent coin. wow.. the great ups and downs man...

But, HEYS you know something?? i not only have a great big Daddy God right behind me, i have people around me cheering me on!! so it makes everything just looks not as bad. yea.. Friends. sometime they can be your chocolate and candy bars.. bringing simple sweetness, caffine, energizing you.. but sometimes when things happen, something sweet can also be quite hot to handle, as pain as asking you to eat raw bitter gourd and drinking a whole jar of chilli sauce without any help of water.. Eew.. hahaz.. forgive me.. just something that i am like thinkinng.. hahaz..

well well.. i shall end here.. hahaz


~jas was here~ =)