hmmm... okay.. last week was fun.. hehez.. erm.. i dont sound very enthusiastic hor?how about this? LAST WEEK WAS FUN!!! hahaz... lame.. i know.. haha.. hmm.. on saturday, it was Anthiel's birthday!! hahaz, in case you are not sure, Anthiel is a very cute 1 year old baby, daughter of Brother Gabriel, my ZS.. hahaz..had cg before that, had a fun game.. very interesting one.. hunter and the bear.. hahaz.. something similar to murderer and detective.. then it was praise and worship, i love it, it is because He was so with me la, talking to me slowly... even though i cried alot.. it is because, he gave me a picture of a cross junction, a super difficult path to choose.. but it is so obvious that the path to choose is just right infront of me.. however it will cost me to sacrifice something very precious to me now.. p.s dont worry not about my relationship with Zac.. yeah.. so i was super confused.. then it was service.. He reminded me again.. i simply tear through the song, " So you would come"hahz.. cuz it is so sotrue.. i mean, recently i am always thinking and praying for my future.. but it was all so blurry..now is so clear.. yet ... i am not prepared to sacrifice.. it will be like so weird lahz.. then on sunday it was FUNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. went for Sun's autograph session at first.. then i went to cineleisure for Get Real" where she was participating the talk.. next was Hereen to support Jacky and Puii ah jie de performance.. stand until my leg super tired.. cuz literally, i stood for the whole day.. hahaz.. then was just food and fun!! enjoyed the whole thing wahahaz..





-i'm at the cross junction, o see the two paths and decided to choose the way which He wants me to.. my next step is clear,,

haha... fruitful day for friday,16 june and saturday,17 june... hahaz.. let's first talk about
Friday...
i woke up at dont know at what time.. it is because i was woken up by my daddy.. to eat breakfast.. oh well i rarely have the chance.. either i cant get up or i have to go school early in the morning.. so decided to struggle getting up and eat with him.. hahaz.. super sleepy though.. hahaz. . we went to the coffeeshop opposite our house and had laksa.. yumyum.. i can never reject spicy food.. hahaz.. when i reach home.. i look at the time, it was only 9 ++??!! so early.. haiz.. suan le ba.. hahaz..hmm.. then next thing i know.. my daddy prepared lunch for us, soup and kampong chicken.. hahaz... nice.. with the combination of the chilli he prepared as well.. hahaz.. marvellous!! hahaz.. hmm.. daddy and mummy did their final packing and set off to the airport.. i tag along.. for 2 reasons la.. firstly, i wanna send them off.. (see i so guai...)secondly, it is because my cellgroup place will be held at tampines so can get a free cab ride.. hahaz.. so ya lohz.. after sending them off.. it was still quite early.. so i decided to play arcade.. hahz.. the funniest thing is i sort of played free arcade!! hahaz.. i did not even fork out a single cent...i have alot of TAPZ card you see.. so i decided to just try all of them and see what i could get.. then i realised that i have one with the balance of $33.++ so i just keep on using.. hahaz.. but i think i still have balance in there lohz.. hahaz.. cool!! hahaz.. once in a lifetime.. then.. it was cellgroup meeting.. it was great.. although the atmosphere was pretty bad at the beginning.. but after sometime.. i still managed to flow back in.. hahaz.. so nice.. then we had ministering.. Sister Dorcas told me that God wants me to get ready to rise up to a brand new level.. as i can do even more things that what i am already doing.. hahaz.. wow!! and my hands and mouth will be used as His tool to the people.. then on my way home.. Brendan suddenly sort of confronted me.. hahaz.. he asked me how old am i.. then i said i am 15 turning 16 this year.. then he say.. then i think you should behave like your own age.. i got puzzled.. so i asked him..as in?..he said.. i think your reaction always too big le.. cuz Grace Q was with us.. i think at that moment she wanted to defend me.. hahaz.. so she was like no...haha.. in the end i let him say his piece before slowly explaining to him .. i think he was taken aback ba.. then he ended with.. i think the more mature side of you is definitely more attractive.. you should show more of this.. i was like.. well.. we will see.. hahaz...THANK GOD FOR THE SPIRITUAL GROWTH IN ME THAT LEAP OFF ONCE AGAIN!! I LOVE YOU, MY LORD!!..
Saturday..
because i slept at 3+,4 on friday... i overslept.. i was suppose to meet belle, mel and ivan at sengkang at 8.30.. but at that time when belle called me.. then i woke up.. hahaz.. sian.. but ignoring about that i still managed to meet them at Serangoon MRT.. hahaz.. thanks for waiting up!! hahaz.. felt guilty.. hahaz.. so ran alot.. hah... hmm.. we did some sun-tanning, swimming at first.. we did not went into the water when ivan, belle and brendan was like warning us, as they saw a jellyfish.. thank God when the rest of us were still in the water, nothing happened.. hahaz.. so we decided to take pictures instead.. hahaz.. so fun lohz.. haha... then we took sky ride.. then LUGE!! so fun.. the first time/ go was scary!! but after that was super super fun!! hahaz.. enjoyed everything!thank you for the fun day!! it was beneficial and bonding in disguise!hahax..


oh ya.. WE SUPER BLESSED BECAUSE IT DIDNT RAIN AT ALL ON THIS PARTICULAR DAY!!! hahaz!! xp

hmm.. recently life have been adventurous.. hahaz... and i still havent get to realy meet up with pui man ah jie.. fine... so sad.. having ulcer at my tongue.. so pain lohz.. haha... tomorrow,or to be precise, later on, 12 june, Monday.. N161 de youths and N266 de youths.. we will be having a mini outing.. and BEHOLD!! Mel and i will be the one taking charge.. hahz.. cuz originally we are the ones who organises it.. hehez.. so ya.. hahaz...

hahaz.. oh ya.. i super shocked and amazed how God can use people.. hahaz.. i think on thursday.. i was online as usual.. then kenrus came and msn me, asking what i was doing.. then i said nth.. then he asked me to pray for him.. for his direction for God.. he asked me to use my guitar in case i find it hard to get in the flow.. so i did.. i played a few songs at first.. but i feel they are all not the right ones.. then God led me to the song,"Presence" hahaz.. then everything came out.. hahz.. for more direct details please go to his blog.. http://kenrus100.blogspot.com yup.. hahaz..

missing him.. worried about him too.. hahz.. and missing Puii ah jie.. hahaz..