muahahaz.... okay.. nowadays i just simply like doing random update.. cuz no one see mahz.. so no need update it like so often..right?hahaz...hmm.. okay.. Mel wants badly to see me mentioning her on my bloggy.. so i shall grant her wish right? hahaz... I LOVE MEL, I LOVE MEL, I LOVE MEL!! HAHAZ...

yup.. Mel i love you!! and i will always do!! hahaz.. okay.. now i cannot be bias.. so i must put.. I LOVE... IGNASIA!! PUI MAN AH JIE, JESS JIE, SABRINA, CHMEL, STELLA, NAOMI, LYNETTE, PEAR JIE, ZAC, GRACE Q, GRACE T, ANNABELLE-AKA-BELLE, BRENDAN, JIE JIN, KENRUS, LEXX, EDMUND, DA KOR-BROTHER JUSTIN,XIAO KOR- MARTIN,QIAN JUN,ALL POS DE SISTERS, XUETING,WEITING,FATHER,SON AND HOLY SPIRIT.. hahaz... in short term, i simply love everyone!! hahaz..oh ya.. must put, cuz this person super important in my life!! I LOVE SISTER DORCAS!!!!! she is someone who can never be forgotten in my life!! when i was down, and not walking right in God, she doesnt scold.. she usually use encouraging words to wake me up, she are not those rebuking kind, she is the most gentle cellgroup leader i have ever know.. so so so so so so so so so so so BLESSED to have her as my leader.. she simply just rock my world lahz.. hahaz...
wahahz.. i thank God hat He placed so many wonderful, anointed and caring people into my life.. those who can endure my bad behaviour and weaknesses.. i just wanna let all of you people know that, even though some friendships were short-term or starting to drift apart unknowingly that, i do cherish all of you!! every single on of you have placed footprints into my heart.. that can never be erase, the laughters and tears that we shared in the past will be a part of me no matter what happen.. it is a journal within my heart that i will never forget nor replaced.. thank you for loving me.. i believe without the exsistence of anyone of you, i would not have grown so much and be what i am today.. this blog is dedicated you all!!

hahaz.. i am cleaningoff the spider web now.. hahaz.. thank God recently Puii, ah jie have no time and never come my bloggy, so never kena nagged by her... hahaz.. okay i from dont know when already started saying.. I STILL HAVENT GET TO GO OUT WITH HER FOR A LONG LONG TIME!! JIE, I PROTEST!! YOU GO OUT WITH OTHERS NEVER GO OUT WITH ME.. MAKE ME SO SO SO SO SO SO SAD.. FEEL NEGLECTED!! wahahaz.. no la.. not really that bad.. but i jealous liaoz.. hahaz..
hahaz.. okay, i shall not be complainsome.. i will survive!! hahaz.. Oops.. hehehz.. hmm.. what have i been doing recently? let me recall.. school, school, school and even more school!hahz.. no la.. not that boring as well, GraceQ, my helper and sister dorcas actually let me try playing the guitar for cellgroup's prayer meeting.. was diastrous at first.. because it is my first ever attempt.. hahaz.. but once we were in tune and the presence come, it got better.. so Thank God!! or else i confirm will have phobia de... the scariest point, was when God actually told GraceQ to go pray for people and just let me sing/lead.. but i panicked la.. so atmosphere dropped...Then throughout the whole thing i kena "acapella" for a couple of times.. but nearing to the later part it got better.. but i know it was no longer me who was playing the guitar.. but it was the Holy Spirit..well it was still a good experience.. wahahaz.. Brendan told me something yesterday which i find that was quite true.. he told me.. playing for prayer meeting is harder than playing for cellgroup meeting.. because.. the guitarist once panicked or something the whole atmosphere will drop.. so ya lohz.. hahaz.. hmm.. however i am not trying cover up for myself.. but all i can say is i will brush up my guitar skills future de!! i promise You God!! hahaz..
hmm... GraceQ told me something shocking.. i am still praying about it..

he is coming back soon le.. then fly off again then come back.. hahaz..=D