Okay... jie... you have been asking for my blog ever- since dont know when... so i am entering a new blog entry.. hahaz.. today is the most special day can?? hahaz... it is me and him de second month... even though we are having as long distance relationship... hahaz.. so it is even a more special and precious day for me.. but not only that.. i realised yesterday through scrolling my handphone pictures that i have known Puii ah jie for 11 months le!!! and the very first time we started relly interacting with each other is the very day i took her first picture.. which is on 25.05.05.. so every month on the 25th i get to celebrate 2 special and sweet occasions.. haha...


okay... and now is the most exciting time... hahaz.. because i have a testimonial to share..Wahahahahahz..
my result have GREAT IMPROVEMENT!!! hahaz... i remember last year, when i got my end of year result, i was quite disappointed.. because i felt that even though i worked and studied so hard yet i still got quite a few 'U' grade.. BUT, this time i so so so super happy... haha... because i received my progress report for the past few months and i nearly jumped and hit my class de ceiling.. hahaz... you know what?? for these past few months , my result now only left with one ' U' grade.. wahahaz... the most wonderful thing is that i finally hit my target of my Chinese result.. i have been aiming for a A1 for it since dont know when.. i always feels that my chinese was good and eligible to obtain an A1 very very easily.. but well, i didnt.. i scored B3 and B4 on and off in Sec 1 and Sec2, in Sec 3 have improve by a bit.. i scored A2... but now.. i am like yeah!!! thank God !! A1... muahahaz.. so happy k? kekex...

happy.. happy... happy.. hahaz.... well today i'm high.. i admit.. hahaz... now i have to put on my sprinting gear and zoom all the way to catch up with what i have been missing out from God and claim them all back.. as training.. and prepared that i will be able to fight the spiritual warfare and win it beautifully... hahaz...


ah jie.. i miss ya... always stay cheerful and be my jie for life k?? hahaz...


Zac zac, always be there for each other k??


muahahaz... i am always missing him and puii ah jie... hahaz




still counting the days ahead.. hehex... jie... i have updated my blog le worx.. hahaz...

okay... i know that i'll get killed by many people who are about to read this very post of mine... hahaz.. but i'll still say it... or rather type it out..
today, i manage to stay awake the whole, entire night without sleeping.. hahz. and my excuse is.. i slept an hour during the afternoon as my nap..so not feeling sleepy... i have spent the whole night on the net.. i started surfing at 11.30pm.. and now is 5.25am... hahaz... at first told jun jie that we shall sleep at 3am.. but kor came and msn me saying about somethings.. so jun jie went to sleep first while i stayed online.. talked to In-Hae for awhile then just keep surfing the net until now...i dont want to sleep is because, i am afraid that i wont be able to wake up,, hahaz.. so i play safe lohz... hahaz... just might as well dont sleep.. hehe...

wa... recently cellgroup is really like no love.. or maybe is just that i cant sense any ba.. i know alot of us know and feels the burden.. and just keep saying and grumbling but as Kenrus said.. they were all the talks and no walks at all.. so he will try to be the one who will walk the walk...hahaz... Kenrus.. JIA YOU!!! i'll support you de... hmmm.... but first i must find a way to slowly move into lives that i never try interacting much with de.. i know i can de.. as everyone can.. there is neither age limit nor any other limits, only when you set the limits yourself.. if not.. with God, all things are possible... hahaz... agree ma? i totally agree with myself...

i shall prepare myself better then... as we all know... new level = new devil.. thus i shall give him no chance... wahahaz.. haha... okay i know how to zi high.. anyway.. i must really discipline myself more.. hahaz.. yup.. on Friday, Good Friday, i went to watch movie with Nasia.. "Take The Lead"... i find the story very good.. to me, it is really a story behind a story... that's all i can say.. i mean, if you are interested, go and watch.. "it is for you to find out and for me to know" that is what my primary teacher likes to say.. yup.. i find it really useful.. hahahz..

jie... i miss ya lahz... i cant deny i felt extremely sad when we couldnt meet and go out on Friday, but becasue i understand what you really have to attend and stuff, i felt even more sad.. because then i know the real reason and cant make you go out with me... hahaz.. i even cried.. hahaz.. but then again.. i'm sort of a cry baby so i think it doesnt really affect then.. hahaz.. but i okay le.. and i still love you worx.. hahaz..


*i said this once and i will say it again.. i will always be missing him and my dearest ah jie.. pui man de..*

hmm.. okay.. so i havent been blogging.. hahaz... sorry la jie.... alot of things in hand mahz.. hmm... my time-table for nowadays are roughly.. Monday and Tuesday most likely will stay back in school for " commitment programme" then next... on Wednesday, i have guitar class with Elaine..thursday stay at home to watch the part-time maid.. Friday, go for POS dance practise then go for cellgroup.. on Saturday go for another guitar lesson given by Elaine then on Sunday, spend some time with my parents or something like that.. hahaz... yup i admit that i am kind of busy lah.. hahaz... but i sort of enjoying everyday having somethings to do.. because... it makes me feel very exhausted thus tempt me to have early rest.. if not i have to toss and turn for at least a while then only will be able sleep by 1-2am..
okay... today worse... i slept last night at 12am.. and i woke up at 4.30am this mornng... went to hang the clothings up, then starting to surf the net.. hahz.. oh well.. i am just a crazy gal.. maybe hor?? hehex... jie will definitely agree.. *thinking* she must be nodding her head now.. and laughing man.. hahaz... but i am who i am.. thus i am very unique... in good and bad ways... i discover another CHC member in my school le.. she is in Sec1 this year.. her name is xin er... she looks.. sweet... hahaz... yup.. so now i in my school.. i discover that i have CHC members in my school, the age range is Sec 1, Sec 3 , Sec 4 and Sec 5.. hope God will even make it more perfect for me as in... let me find a sec 2 de.. hahaz... then it'll be so extremely cool lahz.. hahaz..
i mean.. the best mahz.. so that we will be able to really go out to every single level and meet the people's needs.. hahaz.. Mr Lim... my school de full-time counselor(spelling??) my ex POA teacher told me that.. i should really apply what i learn from church and stuff and start finding out who really needs my listening ears.. *pulling my ear* *detecting broken hearted people and waiting to meet their needs* the funny thing was, he emphasis that when we listen, DON'T PREACH.. hahaz... i was like.. why do people always think that we Christians always go around preaching?? i mean yes la.. we do share a bit only with believers and those who are interested mahz.. you see my pattern, do i look like i go around seeing people then i will just preach?? even if i am ask to do this way, i wont lohz.. hahaz.. bcause i dont dare.. hahaz.. i have something call stage fright de.. hahaz...
Do you know that in the past.... whenever i meet someone who i dont know and stuff.. you can forget about me going around getting to know them.. hahaz... even when they approach me.. i will sometimes just simply burst into tears de... hahaz... funny right?? i remember there was once few years ago.. i went a make-up cellgroup( not people teaching nor learning make up horx.. it is going for another cellgroup meeting as you you have missed your own.. hahaz.. ) then the people was trying to be really friendly so they came just to introduce themselves.. but before they could finish introducing.. i will already cry like crazy.. hahaz.. funny hor? i remember that cellgroup leader even offer me to go home if i was afraid of strangers and stuff.. she so caring.. but then i stayed on until the whole thing ended.. see.. i just revealed another short part of my past.. hahaz... have to go to school le.. later Lynette have to wait or me, then i will feel very bad man.. hahaz... Tata..








*missing him so much and i miss Jie very very much!!*




still counting and looking forward for the day you comes back.. hahaz..