yup... due to overwhelming requests from the same few people (as always) i am updating my bloggy once again... *clearing the dusts away* there look much more cleaner le.. wahahaz... well well... my life recently?? STILL HAVENT GET TO REALLY SEE AND SPEND TIME WITH PUII AH JIE!!!*hmpf.. tao yan de lohz... recently i manage to get my spiritual life to start going up and stuff.. guitar is getting along fine... improving and stuff.. the happiest thing is the news of my CGL, sister Dorcas is considering to use me anot le.. wahaha... happy yet stress.. hahaz... a super common syptom lohz.. so ya...
what about POS?? hmm.. lidat lohz.. this year.. is physically weak de me.. but emotionally and spiritually is okay .. hahz..i so sad can?? my chinese i got A2.. even though i really wanna get A1 lahz.. sad.. hahaz... but never mind.. oh ya... me and zac de third month has just passed not long ago.. on 25 may.. he called after so long that i was simply just kept on jumping lohz.. around my poor thing, merilyn.. who unknowingly just like a tree.. wahahaz... not only that.. it was also my anniversary with PUII JIE!!! i know her for one year.. time doesnt only flew very fast.. i suspect it sat on a rocket... hahaz.. okay i was just trying to be very lame.. hahaz... k lah.. nothing to write le.. i think.. blehz.. hahaz... buaibuai

Today is happy.. happy.. and a bit sian... yup... my feelings for today.. wahahaz.. this morning woke up in a hectic moment... cuz.. i was suppose to leave my house at 7 with my sister.. but we slept until like 7.52am.. so i jumped off the bed and panicked.. next thing i know.. i went over to my sister house and was like saying," jie.. dont sleep le.. no time le.. we late le.. 8 le... faster.. you have money?? we take cab down.. share share.. faster." hahz.. then my sister also follow me panicked.. we prepare finish at like 8.20.. i faster called Grace quek.. then she worse.. just woke up only.. i was like so happy on the inside la.. hahz.. dont tell her worx.. hehex...okay.. by then i was already downstairs waiting for a cab.. when i was about to board on it, Edmund called me.. saying," (in a deep voice) hello jasmine, are you here in church already?" i was like,"(feeling so bad) no... i now in the cab le.. rushing down.. so sorry.." he then say.."(deep voice again) hmm... okay.. never mind.. see you later.. bye.." okay all sounded so cartoon.. but this was really what happened.. hahaz.. in the morning of course...

I then reached Expo unknowingly.. paid $9.60.. but halved it with my sister.. so it is around... i lazy to count.. you ownself count, 9.60/2 hahaz.. lalaz.. saw Kenrus, Jie jin(his sister)and Grace teo.. went to queue up.. and awaited for the time for Pastor Phil Pringle's message... so beneficial k?? hahaz..those who wemnt will totally agree with me.. hahaz.. yes and can you imagine?? out of the 3 days conference i only went for today's what about those who went for straight 3 days??hahaz...

i wanna blog about something that happened on Friday.. hahz.. what happen was.. we are having our practise for POS then i think because Esther ate something wrong or something.. she started vomiting.. until later she lost consciosness.. nasia,aaron, me and a passerby, a SOT student, sister Pricilla(spelling??) had trouble getting her a cab.. so we decided to send Esther to the hospital.. but seriously.. tell me what can 3 'kids' do??send someone to hospital?? like so lost lohz.. but i really thank God for that sister.. if not for her husband and her.. we will still be lost there and then if they havent send us a ride to the nearest hospital which was NUH.. she stayed throughout with us at the hospital until Esther's family came.. at that time.. i was like a recorder keep repeating what happened.. to the doctor, the nurse, the family, the leaders such as, Brother Gabriel, Sister Kaixin,Sister JiaHui,Sister Josephine and Brother Kenneth.. for like a full whole hour.. so tiring.. but i needed to.. cuz she was beside me.. so i know what happened better la.. in a sense..

After that... the four of us left first.. we haven eaten anything yet.. so we decided to eat.. i told nasia and aaron that we should treat the sister a meal.. for staying with us.. her husband was supposed to fetch her for lunch and then home but ended up her husband left le.. then she was left with us..so i really really wanna treat her a meal.. so ya.. but nasia stuff are at jurong de church so i had to go back to take.. and the sister wanted to go expo and read her bible and stuff instead of going double trip.. so we had to part.. i was like.. " you spoilt my plan, i wanted to treat you for a meal de.." then she said i was wanting to treat you a meal as well.. hahaz.. but ya.. no choice.. we parted.. i felt like, unknowingly she was an angel in disgusie.. so yup.. so blessed.. i later found out from Esther's brother, Wilson at around 7++ Esther was feeling better and then was being discharged.. thank God and i Praise HIS wonderful name!!! hahaz

okay... i wanna be a good girl and update my bloggy.. so that i wont kena nag.. hahaz... recently only having exams la.. one after and another.. i only completed 2 papers.. English and Chinese.. English was okay.. but Chinese very funny.. hahz.. i messed up the criteria of the Chinese compre with the English ones.. hahaz... then i nearly fliped la.. so confusing.. then when i was stressed up( for the first time) my chinese teacher came walking towards me, patting my shoulder and say," xiao jie, destinction hor.." so super anti-climax la.. hahaz.. then i was like staring at her... in my heart i was just saying.. can you please excuse me awhile first? but i still love her as my teacher.. hahaz... so ya lohz...
the during chinese de letter writing.. my brain alreay taking break le.. so blank blank de.. hahaz... so while thinking, i did graffiti on my poor eraser.. hahaz.. hahaz.. just couldnt stop poking on it.. so ya lohz...poor eraser... haha... when i suddenly have a idea, then my exam de teacher came over to my seatt.. my idea like find the teacher scary or what..*poof* and it was gone.. hahaz... then i keep staring at my teacher.. then he just keep looking at me and looking at the paper... to and fro, to and fro... hahz.. it was a very funny sight.. hahaz... hmm.. think will update again.. but i dont know when though.. hahaz...




will always be missing Zac and Puii jie.. hehex...


a lifetime long...
hahaz

okay.. fine... i too long never blog le then keep kena ah jie de complain.. hehex.. but seriously, jie, i think you are the only one who reads my bloggy lohz... hahaz.. i have been fine.. oh ya.. forget to inform you, Zac, is coming back at 10 December 2006 instead of 20 December.. hahaz.. yup i am happy.. i admit... wahahaz...

i am so happy... i am getting back closer to God le.. after so long.. FINALLY!! ya lohz.. stagnant for some time, almost backslided.. had so many encounters with depression.. and now finally get back on track with Him le.. i'm getting back the gift of discernment le.. i think jie will be like so glad because she plays a very big part in helping me get back on track..

hahaz... i not much thingy to blog about lehz.. oh ya.. tomorrow my exam starting le.. hmm.. after so long.. i now then really wanna put more effort in my studies.. hahaz..
jie i so sian .... i still not feeling well nehz... God give me strength to think better and dont cause me to doze off during the papers k? oh ya.. i need a clear mind as well.. God i thank you in advance... hahaz..
wahahahaz... i have once again updated my bloggy.. jie hor?? hehex...

missing Zac, and Puii jie.. i love you two loads and loads....
*muackx* hehex...

hmm... mel, i love you two as well.. thank you for being there when i needed someone.. even though sometimes it is so so so late and you have things on the following day, you will still stay up to hear me out.. THANK YOU!!!!

LOVING EVERYONE WHO ARE ALL AROUND ME, ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO CARES ALOTS!!!