hmm.. Easter week is over.. so are the 5 services. hahaz.. i went for all three days... but i only went in for 2 services. The First time and the Second time are all leaving me a huge impact and a deep impression. Although it was the second time i watched it today, i cried even more badly than the first time i watched it. It really sets me thinking, Jesus when you were doing miracles, healing sick, casting out demons and all other kind of good things, the people simply adore you.
However when you were being betrayed by Judas, the people wanted you to be crucified, shouting to kill you, and nail you to the cross. Your heart must had been painful, but because of Your Great Love for men, you still went up the cross, suffered the painful nailing, the flesh-tearing whipping on the way, carrying the cross and was even being mocked at not only for those who adore You, but also those who have turn their backs away from you, those who had doubts about You.
Your love is so great, i always thought i had been really nice and good to people. but everytime during Easter, i never fail to question what i am doing is it enough compared to Your great love. all these You have done for us, was not for any other benefits. a moment like this is worthy to be cherished, remember, and to hold it in our hearts deeply. That no matter how sometimes we feel that things are all rushing in ur way, attacking us, wanting to destroy us, no matter how big the problem might seem to be, there is no greater thing that the love and sactifice that God and Jesus have done and given to us.