okay... i know that i'll get killed by many people who are about to read this very post of mine... hahaz.. but i'll still say it... or rather type it out..
today, i manage to stay awake the whole, entire night without sleeping.. hahz. and my excuse is.. i slept an hour during the afternoon as my nap..so not feeling sleepy... i have spent the whole night on the net.. i started surfing at 11.30pm.. and now is 5.25am... hahaz... at first told jun jie that we shall sleep at 3am.. but kor came and msn me saying about somethings.. so jun jie went to sleep first while i stayed online.. talked to In-Hae for awhile then just keep surfing the net until now...i dont want to sleep is because, i am afraid that i wont be able to wake up,, hahaz.. so i play safe lohz... hahaz... just might as well dont sleep.. hehe...

wa... recently cellgroup is really like no love.. or maybe is just that i cant sense any ba.. i know alot of us know and feels the burden.. and just keep saying and grumbling but as Kenrus said.. they were all the talks and no walks at all.. so he will try to be the one who will walk the walk...hahaz... Kenrus.. JIA YOU!!! i'll support you de... hmmm.... but first i must find a way to slowly move into lives that i never try interacting much with de.. i know i can de.. as everyone can.. there is neither age limit nor any other limits, only when you set the limits yourself.. if not.. with God, all things are possible... hahaz... agree ma? i totally agree with myself...

i shall prepare myself better then... as we all know... new level = new devil.. thus i shall give him no chance... wahahaz.. haha... okay i know how to zi high.. anyway.. i must really discipline myself more.. hahaz.. yup.. on Friday, Good Friday, i went to watch movie with Nasia.. "Take The Lead"... i find the story very good.. to me, it is really a story behind a story... that's all i can say.. i mean, if you are interested, go and watch.. "it is for you to find out and for me to know" that is what my primary teacher likes to say.. yup.. i find it really useful.. hahahz..

jie... i miss ya lahz... i cant deny i felt extremely sad when we couldnt meet and go out on Friday, but becasue i understand what you really have to attend and stuff, i felt even more sad.. because then i know the real reason and cant make you go out with me... hahaz.. i even cried.. hahaz.. but then again.. i'm sort of a cry baby so i think it doesnt really affect then.. hahaz.. but i okay le.. and i still love you worx.. hahaz..


*i said this once and i will say it again.. i will always be missing him and my dearest ah jie.. pui man de..*