YES! Break record after koala ages! Finally another post in just a few days, this is like a Miracle!

Anyway.. The title is just a random thing, dont need to pay too much of attention to it.

oh man! i have nothing much to blog today...

oh well, all are good!



*somethings that are in the past should just let it remain as past.*

yeah... think it is a good quote..

Yes, i do realize that it had been quite some time ever since i have been blogging. I knew a few people through the production, just on Friday, April asked me this question," so what have you been learning in this production so far?" all i replied was," well i think is life skills and human-interactions." It is because it takes time to really know how to be able to understand the person's habit, lifestyle and much more, frankly, the nearly close to one month is not enough!

It come to term that all the hangouts, chilling and chatting are the time that you can understand them much more, my mum and i agree it is all part and parcel of life and job, though she still sometime complain that this kind of work field might distant myself from my family, but she also try to be supportive, that is what i appreciate about her, especially when i have the time to be at home, she will be like let's go out, and eat something good. Just because she wants to spend time with this "hardly-home" daughter. I love times when she will be like,"where shall we eat, you decide since you now hardly eat with us." Is like you will be, hey, work is tiring and fun, and mama supports kind of feeling, frankly, the feeling is beyond any words can describe.

I went out to have fun yesterday to sentosa, it was good, because it was all about beach, more beach, sand and more sand. *laughs* it was once again a good tanning session! excluding the being throw down to the sea part. However, come to think about it, it always have been like that, hasn't it? Then after that i went to find "aunty" Teng Shang, she was nice and met her friend, Irene. They were fun people, heard all kind of stories and it was good! "aunty" treat me a drink and sent me home, one day i shall kidnap her wallet and pay for her drink, cab fare and more, depend on my ability! "Ma" Jolene could not be there, she was working, but how i miss her!
We went Balcony by the way, the service attitude not very good, especially a particular male waiter, his attitude and tone of voice was horrible! shall never visit there even after i turn eighteen! *smiles*

High School Musical2- I got to go my own way

Gabriella
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged

It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella
What about trust?

Troy
you know I never wanted to hurt you

Gabriella
and what about me?

Troy
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Troy
I'll miss you

Gabriella
so
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy:
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now

Troy
I want you to stay

Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
What about us?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

(Through darkness and light, between you and me, a decision is being made, choosing this song is because, it sings out my heart words, thank you for all those wonderful moments, take care.)

Frankly speaking, i am super tired now, going to sleep soon, just had an overnight shoot. However, thought that i havent been updating my blog, and it is being left to rot, maybe all i want to say is, I need the strength to go through all these, so may i plead that all of you please continue praying for me? Thank you

Well, i think most of you or rather i think all of you know about Lydia Sum who just passed away not very long ago. You see, i went home quite early because Richard had plan to have dinner with his connect group, anyway, my lovely mummy also have decided to go out and play mahjong in the evening on Thursday. So i stayed at home watching television programmes (oh ya! thank God mummy has subscribe Starhub Cable vision!) so i was switching channels till i saw TVBJ was like showing how the celebrities missed Lydia and telling her story of meaning of living and stuff, and when the celebrities talked about her, none of them could control crying or tearing, it made me tear too! she was such a memorable woman! besides that, it got me thinking how much she meant to them, it was no bad memories but was all her legacy that remains, like her strong will-power, her cheerful mindset and laughter.

To think deeper, if one day when we also passed on, what will people remember about us? will they cry or tear when they mention about us? Will we be like on TV letting people say how much thing we have impacted them?
I dont know about all of you, but i wish to leave a legacy even when i pass away, i want to let people think of me not as, " oh jasmine ar, like that lohz" but to be like," jasmine *cries* she was...*sniff* a person who i will never forget..*sniff* she let me know the true meaning about.. *sniff* is not what life determines us, but we are the ones to determine our lives "

Kind of amazing, dont you think so? -smiles-

It is like finally! After such a long time, i am using Wi liang's lappy because i need to do some things that requires a Xp and you all know that i only have a macintosh macbook, so have to borrow from him.. cant stand him! his laptop is lagging and yet he can still stand it! kind of powerful dont you agree?
anyway, i have to bear with this laptop until i have finish the things.. *smiles*

Richard and i is still counting on our days together.. After being together for so long. I feel blessed having him, although we will argue, fight, but the best part is whenever after all those struggling, the hugs that i receive became warmer and much more cosier! Hugs do wonders okay? so all the boyfriends, sometimes when your girlfriends throw their tantrum and they seems unreaasonable, try hugging them, it is actually quite soothing!! and i am totally serious about.

I had bad headache today! it is the most unbearable thing i can handle, you can throw me anything to handle, BUT NOT headaches! I will cry okay? ST Must emphasize that today's weather is the craziest ever! one minute it can be the best sun-tanning sun you would ever ask for, the next minute, rain pouring like godrillas and elephant!(i know there aint such definition, but i am trying to take initiatives to be creative here can?)

First we went for a two-hours lesson in class, next thing we knew we were on our way to Canon's HD film festival, then was going to VIVO, did nothing much, so Fu and i decided to gop DAISO and get our Acrylic nails and nail glue too! Mind you, they are only $4 in TOTAL! It is super cheap, provided it really look nice!

Oh ya, Richard and i went to find his mum after the PM, partly because we really felt that we have nowhere to go, i was wearing the super high heels again, and my feets were pretty worn-out and those heels gave me presents-BLISTERS they were painful, think Richard's mum could no longer stand it so she bought for me a pair of sandals to change into, they are really nice people and i feel so so bless!
I think that is all for now.
Shall blog again.... Soon.. i think.

The Way You Look At Me
No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up too
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes see everything without a single word


CHORUS
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me


If I could freeze a moment in my mind
It'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still
'Cause, baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel


'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me


BRIDGE
I don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens every time

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me


The way you look at me

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This is a really nice song!! Meaningful words too.
Sometimes we just need to lay back a little, enjoying nice melody and nice songs to feel kind of recharge, and look at things with a little different perspectives.

Life ain't a bed of roses with all the enjoyments. Sometimes, it can be but always bear in mind that there are thorns beneath it. Playing and relaxing is really good but some reflections can make us better people! Well it is 2008 now! a brand new year, a new start. i saw fireworks at the countdown. i was there to help out my lecturer and *boom!* i saw fireworks! they are awesome, all seems so magnificient!
Thank God for them! it brightens me up!

Well, HAPPY NEW YEAR!