hmm... call me a crybaby if you want.. hahaz.. cuz i kept crying yesterday.. in case they state the date wrongly, i mentioning 21 october 2006, saturday.. well, before i go into that, hmm.. my coughing is still on..*cries* i hate coughing, medicine not helping much lohz.. *hpmh*
anyway, yesterday, i woke up early in the morning, feeling so sleepy and everything.. my daddy woke me up to help my mom change bedsheet.. i dreaded it.. i was mumbling "why me??" hahaz.. at last i still helped my mom, and guess what, i went to make a spectacle.. and it cost, $138.. great sum, so expensive.. T_T and my mom is paying for me, i felt so bad that i told her, after i get my pay i want to half the cost with her.. and of course, she rejected me.. and yesterday morning, she told me that my spects will be for my birhtday gift.. and i was like"wow!! $138 for my birthday gift?! great blessing!!" but little did i know, she gave me a sliver necklace with a nice three color small precious stones.. and the chain itself already costs $200++, my heart dropped.."wow!! it is like so amazing, first i get a $138 specs as birthday girt and now, this?! i am not only blessed.. i am VERY VERY BLESSED!!" hahaz.. then my daddy gave me $10, i went in my room put my money and went in to the kitchen, i felt my jeans de back pocket very "stuffed" so i put my hand in seeing what i have in there, and i found $20!! at first i thought it is the money my daddy gave me, then i realised that it was actually no.. i'm like,"wow, now i have extra $30!! hahaz.. wow..
i then went out to meet GraceT, yeps, she is back.. hahaz.. i did not like my top, so i went to hunt for a new one at TM, and well i found, it was so so nice, and costs $18 only.. hahaz.. so happy, most importantly, it makes me look slim.. wahahahaz..
then it was service, it felt short, but it was definitely meaningful, i realised Pastor said one thing that was so important, if we only look for supernatural in the spectacular, we will miss God.. yup.. and God, i dont wanna miss YOU okay... never ever.. because i want to be with you...
hmm.. then after service.. we fellowshipped!! hahz. i played with Kenrus guitar, and then the urge of crying overwhelmed me.. i hugged mel and cried really hard..thank you mel for being my huggable and sweet sister.. then i hugged annabelle and cried too..hahaz.. then i felt a bit better le.. hahaz...
Huiying, yvonne's friend came down.. she stay at amk so she took the same bus with us, as she is a new friend, obviously GraceQ will send her home.. so i alighted at sister Dorcas house de bus stop alone... it was so quiet and i got afraid, so i called Jiejin, and i couldnt hold it anymore... i cried in the phone, because i was so scared..
there is something which i never tell anyone before.. i am afraid to be alone in the dark.. i cannot stand being alone.. that was why i cried, sweet Jiejin pei me on the phone until i got on the bus and reach home, not only that, she even make me laugh, to cheer me up, Kenrus too, hahaz... THANK YOU KENRUS AND JIEJIN!!! hahaz..
i am grateful..
see?? told you i was crying and crying.. hahaz.. that's all.. bye