i dont understand, every year the same thing happens over and over again.. everytime near my birthday something ought to occur.. i hate it alot!!i got so upset, i left without fellowshipping with them,using the excuse of tiredness.. , ran towards the busstop, board on a cab and headed straight home.. then mel called, tears were welling up in my eyes, my heart started aching, when i put down the phone, i cant help but letting the tears to flow down.. my mom was at home, she wondered why was i home earlier than usual, she saw my red eyes, asked whether i cry, i dont wish to share it with her, so i blamed it on he haze..
this year i was finally looking forward for my birthday.. but now.. forget it.. i have left nothing to look forward to.. unknowingly my heart shattered.. not because no one care.. it is just that i never knew how to tell.. well just to really start with, birthday became just like a normal day to me, since i was in secondary one.. hahaz...
just cried abit.. but i should be fine.. .
dont feel like blogging le.. bye