God! i need a MILLION HANDS!! So that i will be able to multi-task better, after thinking for a while, i realized that it also means that i need five THOUSAND BRAINS! So i will not be over-working this little pea-brain of mine.

Today i was once again reminded by my grandmother,
Popo, today i felt the empty seat for you, the one always beside Gonggong, with a pouted lips and a grumpy yet adorable face asking for a black stout, which no matter what, you will still getting, despite how we love you and dote on you, worrying about your health. Asking mummy to sit beside you, so that she can drink with you, taking a lot of te side dishes to distribute them to us, with us always sayin, " thank you popo, enough already." i cannot really recall once that you will just be eating, caring for yourself, if that happens, i think i will be super surprise.
i am no longer crying, because i finally understood that you leaving us is only temporary, the eternal reunion has yet to come, but with you in my heart, i will have more strength and motivation, i know that, even if the world turn against me, i will still have you and God to love me! =)


~ love you as always!~